first of all, i'd like to thank P13 for celebrating my birthday! hahah. it was really unexpected and sweet of you all. for today, we celebrated Weekeong's birthday. hahaha, maaaaan, he was funny, walked in with the cake and sang birthday song. he was so blur and just sang with us, didn't realised we were doing everything for him. hahaha. (: next, i want to thank Ee Mei Ping, for being so forever lovely and sweet to bring me a small birthday cake. it was really nice. i love you forever, dnt pretend pretend so happy all the times! share with me your life ma. hahaha. i'm 17 alr maaaaan! going on, i love Angeline Loke too! :D She's so awesome, sending me the first birthday msg of the night. you're awesome, despite being tired and sick, overwhelming hmk you still hit the accuracy of the time. maaaan, salute! hahaha. lastly, to all lovely people out there, who wished me or forgotten to wish me, i want you all to know that, i still love you all as much as i do. (: thank you all for the lovely birthday greetings! <3

the feeling i'm getting now, i dnt know. i really dnt know how to interpret it, nor do i know how to get about it. it's just like your heart just shattered into pieces and nobody else heard it apart from you. the sound was so loud and clear that, you're never gna forget it.

how does it feels like to be emo-ing with no valid reason? ask me now. (:

last of all, i may be closing down my livejournal. it filled with nothing but all my emo thoughts. ): i hardly have time to update it too. i'm so sorry livejournal! ): hahaha. bye!

feeling so lost, feeling so awful.
feel so uncomfortable now.
feel like shit is all over me now.
can't breathe normally, i'm such an ass.
i'm feeling awful at things i can't feel awful about.
what the hell is wrong with me man.
wtfuckz.. i rather be alone now.  emooooohz, lol.
i'll be right like what i was tmr.
i miss laughing the whole day, laugh forever please linda lee.

hello all, the above conversations were meant for laughs. HAHAHAA. it took place on the 10/3/2010.

alright, the past few days were sheer havoc. going in roller coaster ride emotions over the damn course fees. omg. this is seriously crazy. enough of that shits alr, man, damn it. hahaha. there's nothing much to update apart from what happened today. alright, today i went to Ngee Ann to find out more about the financial assistance for my course fee. forget it, life's hard now. fuckzzz.

so after the consultation today, we went on to citilink mall to buy my books! & also hoping to pop by IT FAIR to get my laptop cooler. me like today cuz me got me laptop cooler. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAY. (: so today i'm a happy girl, like seriously smiling. & MY DUMBPHONE IS 3 DAYS OLD. YEAAAAAAAAAAAY. (((((((((((((((((((:

i swear i'm happy today and i hope everyday can be like today. (:

P/S : sorry for constantly making Eugene waits for me all the time. ):

WATCH THIS!

i tried so hard to hold my tears back, closing my eyelids tight, my eyes just kept brimming with tears.
when i enter the bathroom to cool myself down, i couldn't differentiate whether it was my tears or the bathroom water.
that gave me a slight feel of comfort.

• i need a haircut? 
• in desperate need of exercises.
• feel like eating lunch but i had my brunch. ):
• v lazy to pack my own room.
• just got psycho ytd night by my dad, now im in dilemma.
• sticky in mint flavour is damn awesome.
• I LOVE STICKY.
• i'm v lazy to do alot of things now.
• gonna be busy busy very very soon.
• what the hell man.
• LOGAN LERMAN IS THE STAR OF THE WEEK ON HOT MAGA.
• that's all. (:

emotions are triggered by what human sees. when we see something, we make judgements. hence, we try to react to the things that we see. however, we never knew we judge, complain, dislike cuz it's a natural trait for all humans to judge and want things to go their own way.